How can you say all these negative things to me?
Basically, telling me I'm ugly.
I could of sworn you were my boyfriend.
Its so hard to ignore you cause I want to punch you in your face
but I'm holding myself back because I don't want to hurt you
but apparently you don't care if you hurt me
Sometimes its hard to think that I'm still with you
why do I have to go through this pain and see you act mentally retarded.
I hate feeling this way
I wish I could disappear by myself
I wish I could say how I really feel
I wish I could say that I hate you sometimes
and other times its hard for me to love you
because you don't care
I wish I could say those words.
I wish I had the strength to hurt you
or at least hurt myself.
