A stranger in the family

My sister feel like a stranger to me maybe because she was never there for me shes 12 years older then me and yet she still doesn't feel like family she never took an interest in me only when i was doing stuff for her its a horrible feeling trying to drum it in to your head we are not close but i wish we were i would love to have that closeness it would of being alot easier if u didn't hurt us so much...