I sit here wondering why it is that I made this choice
Why did I move
Why did I leave everything I that I once knew and loved
My friends and I barley talk
I want to go home
I want to get out of here but can i?
No I have no where to go
No one to talk to and no place to go that I can be myself
I’m in the middle of a big disasterous battle
Between the two people I love the most in the world
They don’t realize it but the more they fight
The more I want to die
There is no reason for me to be here
all I can do is sit in the middle of them
I listen to them fight
I listen as they argue and can do nothing
I try to hold on and I try to keep a smile
But my smile is fading and my spirit is breaking
This was supposed to help us
It was supposed to make us happy
but all it seems to have done is tear us apart
I used to be able to talk and connect with my mom
But now I cant even look at her
There is nothing for me now
I lost my friends and now I have lost my family
I have no where to go.
I want nothing more then for their to be peace
There seems to be no happy medium
I want to be happy and I want this to stop
But it keeps going and going
Like the ever lasting bunny
With its damned everlasting batteries
The fighting never stops
The arguments keep going and growing
About anything and everything
There is no trust and no love any more
I want them to just be happy but there is no more happiness here
This was supposed to be my year
My senior year in California
Sounds great right?
WRONG!
Oh god how I was wrong
I cant even begin to tell you how wrong I was.
