Final Goodbye

-x-Hello-x-

I'm through with this world,
I'm said and done,
Used and abused,
Tired of always the run.

I'm crying every day or so,
Whispering away my fears,
Holding tight to my old teddy bear,
And wiping away my tears.

I'm lost and no one wants me,
I'm sad and at my end,
I've done all I could,
But no one wants me as a friend.

No one cares anymore,
The just walk right by,
So now I'm here on my bed,
Every night while I cry.

The world moves on,
All around me,
People living life their way,
And always being free.

I'm a goner,
Just let me die,
While I lay here and say,
My final Goodbye.

I close my eyes,
And hold on tight,
Some how this feels,
All just right.

I hold the gun,
And point it high,
I pull the trigger,
And wave goodbye.

My body falls,
to the ground,
I guess now,
I'll be seeing you around.

Death at my hands,
Holding to it tight,
I don't want to struggle,
Or put up a fight.

I want to give in,
And I want to die,
So I can put an ending,
To every night I cry.

-x-GoodBye-x-