I said i wouldn't cry
I said it wouldn't hurt
I said i couldn't feel
Now everything floods back
the memories
the times of anger and hate
the times of sadness and grief
the times of worship and praise
the times of joy and happiness
the times where i felt nothing at all
You made me numb
sheltered me from the real
opened my heart to peace and love
I SAID i wouldn't cry
I SAID it wouldn't hurt
I SAID i couldn't feel
but now that you're gone
i know that none of it was true.
Putting up a shield so the other person wouldnt be able to see how hurt you were/are?
Happens a lot and i could relate, so i guess that shows you writ this well :)
.. really touching poem though.