Deserved alone

Screaming at the tops of my lungs,
Only for no one to hear me.

Crying till my eyes are red and puffy,
Only for no one to comfort me.

Being told it's my fault for everything,
Only to have no one else to blame.

Scream, cry, blame,
Only to find that everything's all the same.

Alone...

One word. Small and simple.

So many different experiences.

So many different occasions.

Day, night, dark, light.

Good, bad, broken, sad.

For all the "I LOVE YOU'S"

And all the tears I've shed for you.

This is what I get?

Oh wait I remember, "THIS IS WHAT I DESERVE."