"Taking this step i plunged to wonder. I sink into my thoughts, of full mystery. A full covered body of sinned thoughts i obtained. Matters of which to others it lyes not a big a deal. Which even in my thoughts this was a big deal.....Breaths came in and out i wondered....my Faith is in me...but it lyes no where, from no where. I believe in nothing, yet i am not an atheist. How so can my soul weep to be forgiven-ed by the light of good. Long i blamed him for not existing in me......i feel the darkness slumbering over my spirit. Yet....i bow to no evil...nor good, what mind has reached this set? to bewailed in thoughts of a lost soul in time. Going no where from no where......i stop. To feel the wind and the oceans mist...life...was error..but not today...i felt the awake i longed for. why not....? why not breath this air, why not feel the sand...why not believe. But i couldn't...i could not believe. If true....this myth...my soul would lye between two lords..yet no lord nor master obtains my soul. I should not let it be....i want to reach top Omniscient mind. And belong to no one, surely after death...i go no where from no where. But if life was life, my mind of such ability, is to be shut down. Ignorance plays a role in even after life is taken. How such can i rely in gods....no god...no master....no chain holder....I am to be free, free from this glee. Which i long for to reach utopia and be free with the world flying the sky's clouds and oceans lairs..."
