Questions Of Death

I feel so much,
It is hard to decide,
What I really believe in,
And what will happen when I die,

Where will I go,
What will I see,
What will I be made into,
Will I still bleed,

Will I see only darkness,
Or will I see light,
Will there really be a god,
Or will my feelings be right,

Will I lay under ground,
For years and years to come,
Or will I go up the stairs,
And stay in god’s home?