Crying For Serenity

Sitting in the darkness
Filled with fears
I am crying
Bloody tears

I gaze into the echo of silence
Searching for my salvation
Missing my destiny
Wanting to be set free

I am sickened by all the pain
Father never cared
Brother never there
Mother tired with no power to gain

Painful my life shall remain
Scars awakened to bleed again
Holding a book, reading a story
About my life and what it's worthy

Laying in the middle of my madness
Knowing that there is nothing left for me
Picking up these pills
I know what to do

Swallowing them
Waiting for my death
Imagining if my life could be easier
Suddenly I linger into craziness

My wrists bleeding
Lost conscious everywhere
I drift into another world
Yet my serenity is not there.