To my husband Jo..

I cant breath.
Just I bite my lip.
Trying to hold my tears back.
And I feel the pain coz of this shit.

Why you get angry at me?
What i done again?
Why you hit me on my face?
Why you don't care about my pain?

Why you always get moody,
Why all i do is wrong?
Why you always call me stupid?
Why you always leave me alone?

Why you don't respect
the soul of mine,
why you don't love me,
by the way i am?

Why we always have problems?
Why you blame me from those?
Why we are together,
coz this not work.

Why you cant see how I feel?
Why you cant hear me crying
every day and every night?
Why don't you let me free?

I am so lonely
nothing left from my ex life.
You took my friends away from me,
and closed me into our house.

Maybe I should go
and all will be fine?
If I knock myself out,
theres nothing to complain.
All would be fine.

If we don't find solution for this
I will go.
I will give up from my life and us
Don't have a power to fight anymore.

In the grave
there will not be tears, no gray
I should take my breath off
and set myself free from the pain.

Let me go, set me free.
We weren't meant to be.
Let me go, set me free,
this once, hear my quiet scream.

I don't want this anymore,
I am so broken coz of you.
I will go and set me free,
Sorry everyone, forgive me please..