Unrequited love

You burn a hole in my heart,
I'm getting torn apart,
shattered by the words you said,
"i wish you were dead!"
how could you say such an awful thing,
"you make me want to dance and sing!"
i told you how i feel,
i tried to appeal,
but you were having none of it,
"i wish you were buried in a pit!"
i hate you for the way you make me feel,
i just hope soon i will start to heal,
you said you wanted to be clear so there was no confusion,
no imagined up illusion,
so i knew how you felt,
and then you act like butter wouldn't melt,
your friends teased me,
you just laughed along and said "see!"
it hurt so bad,
to see you laugh and make me sad,
inside my heart there is now a hole,
the missing piece where you took my soul.
if only I'd listened to what the rumors said,
"she'd be better off dead"
my whole heart you had,
my friends all said "oh boy what a lad!"
i thought maybe could work on it,
but your just another arrogant git,
i wonder if I'll ever fell the same,
cause having a broken heart is so lame,
all you've caused me is pain,
i think I'm going insane,
my friends all said "oh well"
but i feel like I'm in hell,
how would they know,
you called me a "***!"
i cried and cried,
and you lied and lied,
told people i was stupid,
and that i thought it was cupid,
i never thought love could hurt so bad,
now i feel angry and sad,
i thought maybe you could feel the same,
say "oh what a grand dame!"
I'm fed up of your lying,
you'd rather see me dying,
unrequited love,
it's like a black dove.

*wrote this ages ago, any opinions or way to improve it would be great! thanks Dani xxxx