I get good grades,
my smile never fades,
the slightest thing and my mood will change,
and I'll seem to you very strange,
cause beneath this mask, it a hurt,
piece of ****, living in the dirt,
a crumpled piece of a heart,
a broken piece of a person, part,
from that I'm sad to say,
no one cares for me today,
my mum, my dad, my friends,
they're set in their trends,
with out me, i belong no where,
try and love me if you dare,
but beneath this mask, is an injured soul,
someone that isn't really whole,
someone that cries them selves to sleep,
but no one hears her weep,
bot beneath this mask, this fake facade,
was a happy person, last decade,
now all that's left is pieces, dirty and tangled,
unable to be put back together, lie mangled,
no one goes near, no one tried to find,
that person that used to be, had a sound mind,
had a heart and a soul, a face not a mask,
for someone to help it such a lot to ask,
I've left that life behind and instead i lie dying,
no one helps, so i stay lying,
people don't understand,
all i need is a helping hand,
to someone, somewhere I'm worth something, but that doesn't matter,
as the problems get fatter and fatter,
the only person who need to like me is me,
i need to be worth something to myself, but i can't see,
the face that used to be me,
so happy and free, I'm looking at someone new,
a stranger, as i question who,
i see it's me, and who i used to be,
that can't be me, so happy and care free,
i need to be worth something to myself, before,
anyone else, i need to like myself more,
otherwise nothing will make me happy; I'll end up bitter,
rolling around like a piece of litter,
or is that where i belong,
stuck in this life, on the tip of a tongue,
i can see me happy, but it's miles away,
and as i sing to myself i hear someone say,
this is where she belongs in the grave,
as i look up and see, I'm to late to save,
the casket is closed on me,
as i realized what i needed to see,
to late, I'd waited to long,
but at least now someone can hear my song......
*wrote it ages ago when i was really depressed for about 6 months. it's not that good but any advice or comments are much appreciated. thanks Dani xxxx
