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I spoke to the lady
My own problems too
And right at the end
I said you cut yourself too

She stopped and she said
Just bring it up now
Tell him your feelings
No matter how foul

I sat there and cried
And listened with all my might
I will send him an email
I will do it tonight

She said he would be relieved
Which he said he was
And then nothing more
What if I was the cause?

The silence is deafening
The thought ever there
Does he not know I have feelings
Does he even care

Is he torturing me
With the pain I feel inside
I feel this deep chasm
Within me; wide.

I will not put up with silence
I will not continue on
The pain has got to much
Your time limit has gone.