Looking for info

Today
I searched on the net
Looking for something
That would make me forget

Here is a page
It says talk today
It says they want to talk about it
In every single way

I found another book
It said the same
It said don't play with it
It is not a game

I am feeling sick
Because I have no idea
I am just lost
In all this fear

So today I decided
I will not live this way
I will be persistant
And not runaway