Time for death

Can't forget,
Must relive.
Can't block out,
Must not doubt.

Must move on,
Gotta be strong.
Must not die,
Still gotta try.

It's too hard,
I'm too weak.
Hurt too bad,
By words he speaks.

Crying for help,
But it's only a yelp.
Blood dripping,
From reality slipping.

Lost and hopeless,
Forgotten and useless.
Dying and hurting,
Life converting.

Don't want to die,
Didn't wanna cry.
But this is life,
And I love this knife.

All I got left,
Is peti-theft.
Taking life is a crime,
Especially at its prime.

Is 15 too young,
To find me hung?
Sorry won't do,
I'll still hate you.

It's time to go now,
I'm running out of breath.
Sorry I had to break the vow,
It was just time for death.