I'm not afraid though I have my doubt
I changed and now you've said I sold out
This place of detention holds my breath
Held out as you tore away what was left
For all the good times you forgot
And for all the feelings that you fought
This is for all the things we could have had
All this misery sure makes me sad
So you want everything all too much
Just like I reach out not to feel your touch
And you whine and complain like your dying inside
Redefine yet remain watching worlds collide
Different and f.u.c.ked up this dark hallow side
Not so strange that I won't ever know what you hide
But I love you and wish to forget your face
But I can't seem to fall out no matter what I erase
You stay on my mind but not by my side
I can feel the pain but the warmth has died
As you raped me over and under my skin
Still can't push you out, I need you in
These words you won't hear, they leave me dead cold
My sad words stretched too thin for your heart to hold
They have slipped and crept into the past
My heart ripped as I wept and it all went so fast
Now you're gone and there's someone who tears you apart
I hope and I pray to the wasted faith inside my heart
That you're writing these sad songs of my memory
And that everything is the opposite of what it seems to be
