Tell Me

So tell me, does anyone really care?
Do you truly see me, or am I not even there?
What is so wrong that no one wants me?
Am I so repulsive, like a horrid disease?
Are any of you truly my friends?
Or are you just using me to achieve your ends?
I try to be the best friend that I can,
but I guess it's pointless since you'll just leave me in the end.
Why was I put on this earth if not to suffer?
I pray for escape but only fall deeper.
So if you really care, please tell me now,
before death's promise of freedom drags me down.