I'm The One That You Don't See

I'm the one over there
I'm never here or anywhere
I'm the one wearing the disguise
I'm the one you never see
I'm The one that cries at night
I'm the one that hides my fright
I'm the one that always cares
I'm the one thats never loved
I'm the one you'd hate to be
I hate to say it, but this is me

take it or leave it
its up to you
can't remember when i last smiled
smiled a smile that was true
not a fake, I'm in disguise
i hate myself, i really do
but you would too
if this was you

(C) Lucy Green