A Part Of Me

Sometimes I feel

That i'm missing something in my life

And whenever I feel this way

The thought of you comes to mind

I think back to when I was daddy's little girl

And it makes me wish you were still near

Cause even after all these years

Sometimes I find myself wondering

What my life would be like

If you were still here, by my side

And I know it's pretty stupid

For me to be feeling this way

Cause I know that things between us

Will never be the same

Now I feel that you're trying

To be a part of my life again

Well too bad for you

Cause even though I know

That a part of me is dead

I'm not letting you in

Not after all these years

My eyes have shed one too many tears

All because in my heart

I carry very many fears

I've learned to deal with this pain

What's my solution you say?

Just avoid it

Simply push it away

That's what seems to stop the ache

I won't let you come back

Not after all this pain you've caused

And after all these years

There is only one thing

I truly want to know

Did you ever love me?