Noose Around My Neck [[Life]]

For a frame of a second, everything stops.
Everyones happy... never better.
starts to pick up speed, so i try to keep up.

noose around my neck;
pulling at every word i say.
chains on my hands and ankles to make sure i cant run...
run away from my mistakes..
volt box around my heart, with a lock; i am unable to love.

spinning faster.
the good things blur out and the bad becomes into focus.
Try to erase them.
But it's been put down in pen.

Faster! Faster!...Out of control.
I've caught fire..put me out.
People walking by laughing with family and friends..
I try to scream for help but the pressure tightens around my neck.

Try to move. But walls are being built around me........by my own " friends".

" Caitlin!" I cry...
-tighter! it gets..

" Ben!"
-Tighter! it gets..

"Mum!"
-suffocating

" Dad!"
-Cant breathe.

" My Lover..."
-Deadly

So there i was lying on the ground.. burnt...strangled...
my life was perfect..