Not over yet

It all builds up til I explode
She made me realize it was time to go
He created too much pressure, too heavy of a load
So it was time to try an let it all go

That one day I just needed time to think
I just wanted to be left alone
Eyes were dry but I was on the brink
Of telling him what I thought, even if it was wrong

Even though the months are flying by
And Im starting to live a life of lies
I said Im better then before
But thats til the tears start to pour
Im sitting here but its not too quiet
Ive admitted that its not over yet

They say its just a crush
But then why cant I feel
I still get a rush
Are you sure this isnt real

I feel as if Im flying
Just to hear your name
But then I tell myself Im just lying
Right to all thier faces
I should be upset
But I just wont forget
Enough to be completly cured

Even though the months are flying by
And Im starting to live a life of lies
Even though the months are flying by
And Im starting to live a life of lies
I said Im better then before
But thats til the tears start to pour
Im sitting here but its not too quiet
Ive admitted that its not over yet

I said Im better then before
But thats til the tears start to pour
Im sitting here but its not too quiet
Ive admitted that its not over yet
Im sitting here but its not too quiet
Ive admitted that its not over yet