I Love Him...

I Love Him...
But is he the man in my dreams?
I Miss Him...
But is this what I mean?

I Watch Him...
But is he as pretty as I think?
I Touch Him...
But are our feelings in sync?

I See Him...
But why do I insist on turning away?
I Kiss Him...
But what do our lips really say?

I Hold Him...
But is my sadness really his doing?
I Call Him...
But is our relationship already ruined?

I Hate Him...
Or do I really Love Him?
What do I do now?
Maybe our love is just a sin...

Ashley Anderson©