Cheers To Death.

The pain that seeps through this wretched soul
that laces my onyx heart with crimson tears
that cuts the hearts of those that are close
and kills me from the inside out.
Hidden...behind a face so plastic,
a smile so fake,
and tears so untrue.
Smashed to the core of my existence
and drenched in my deceitful blood.
The pain...that increases
day upon night
and my heart is smashed into f ucking pieces all over the floor
as i hold this gun to my temple
and my crimson tears stain the carpet
and my finger is on the trigger
so cheers to death and what is to come
i did my share and now i am done.
© Jenna Elphick
August 6, 2006.