My Apology

I wasn't trying to ruin anything,
wasn't lying just to hear the phone ring.
I want you to read this apology letter,
and I need you to know that I will get better.
I'm sorry for everything bad I've said,
and that I worry about all my poems you've read.
but especially sorry for not caring enough,
then there's this painful love stuff.
It overpowers my will and kills my imagination;
Then turns around, and heals all my frustration.
I'm sorry for the all stupid things I say or do.
But mostly sorry, for falling in love with you.