Well,
The only real thing i can say to you is, you have caused me more pain than i thought anyone could ever.
You have show me that when i think i see the real person in someone, it could possibly be a lie.
You have Taught me that i can't trust people the way i want to, because they could completely destroy me like you did.
You have given me the ability to hate you, and with that i will, because you don't care about me, you have almost forgotten me.
You have shown me how much you truthfully did love me, none, and that breaks my heart to the bitter end.
You have given me the strengh to even admit you don't love me, and i don't cry over it anymore, i can say that openly without feeling emotion.
You have taught me that in a million years i will never betray my family, i will never stop loving them, because family is the only thing you always have. When friends come and go, family is there to stay. and i cherish that every moment of every second of every day.
You have in a positive light, helped me in my life, because if not for this moment right now, if not for this struggle i am going through, when a real obstacle comes i will know how to handle the situation,
&& i just want to say thank you, because with all of this, i can release something that has been inside of me, trapped that the only way i can share is with pen and paper, because i will not hurt the ones around me, i will be strong and not let them see me weak, and with that i can truthfully say i am over you and forever the same, i will be here.
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hey guys, this isn't really one of those rhyming poems, but it has so much of me in it. the base behind this is my father, and him leaving my mom and my brother and I. he has a new family and what hurts the most is i see him around town with them.. he acts like i am not here. but my brother and i have become so strong, we don't let any of this effect us, well i try not too.. i do have my moments of break down time. But i quickly realize that he doesn't care for me, so why should i care about him. i do miss those fun good ol' days of when i was younger and him being my dad. But things change hes not the guy i thought he was, and i have come to except that.i hope that when u read this u can really see where i am coming from, because this means soo much to me. It's my life. pleasee comment and rate it, i will return the favor. x3
