Life is Leaving

Life is leaving me,
And I'm slipping slowly into death,
Let me bleed upon your soul,
As I breathe my final breath.

Pour out everything I haven't gotten to say,
That you haven't given me the chance to,
As I am drained of faith,
I feel like I have been such a fool.

I hope you don't mind,
But your name is etched into my heart,
Just to let the others know,
Who exactly tore it apart.

Why did you let me think I was loved?
When all it turned out to be was a game?
Now I am left to ponder
In a state of reckless shame.

I can't imagine what's going through your head,
But I can't even figure out what's going through mine,
Just ask me if I wish to live,
And I'll happily decline.

I am oh-so-in-love with you
But it seems you feel differently,
Just sit and sickly enjoy my suicide,
Just sit and sickly enjoy me bleed.

By the end of the night I shall be forgotten,
But you...go ahead and move on,
Just let my memory fade with time,
From darkness into dawn.