Help me please

I cant help my-self,
i should be by my-self,
not with some one else,
cause all i do is cheat and cheat,

i told you the first time,
i promised it would be the last time,
you said it was going to be alright,
you said you were fine,

if only i kept my promise,
if only i never lied,
its like i have two separate lives,
one with you and one with out,

If i could just face you,
but i know your heart cant take it,
maybe we can make it,
and i wont have to fake this trust you think we have,

i beg and plead some one please help me,
its only you that i need,
oh why did i do such a dirty deed,
i bleed for you please babe i love you.

By Lisa x--xoxox---x