My heart is heavy
Its getting worse
I feel the urge
Stronger than ever
To cut
To bleed
To end my life
The last two times
They didn't work
But I learned my lesson
And now I know how
To avoid the mistakes
That kept me alive
I'll do it somehow
I'll cut
I'll take pills
I'll use more than one
Method this time
I have to succeed
I have to die
All I can say
Is I'm sorry
And goodbye
