Loud and clear

Did you know you mean everything to me?
and every night I dream of you, of what will never be
so here I am now, thinking life's so unfair
but now why am I blaming you? I know I shouldn't care

So let me be the first to break down and fall apart
what a fool I've plainly been to trust you with my heart
at first I thought just maybe, I've never been unsure
but bring me back to reality, I'm nothing compared to her

Now, when I walk away, don't turn around to watch me cry
you thought I was okay, but it's never been alright
I must've done something wrong, I've tried the best I can
so break my heart again, I'm sure I'll understand

The truth is coming out again, uncovering the lies
they think they know how I'm feeling now, could they see it in my eyes?
you thought you could explain as I shed a single tear
you didn't have to say anything, I heard you loud and clear