Why?

Too open my eyes
to see something so bright
i felt like my life was quiet and white
no sound in site
no feeling in my dear mind
no coldness in my heart
no warm feeling in my cold hands
death seem early
early then ever
everyone seems to sing
while i cry
every rich people seem to laugh
while the poor just cry
so many wishes i made
so many mistake i can take
i hate to break my mind
but i hate to see those under taking lies
the girl i loved
would never lie
but she smiled at me with her open mind
i smiled back with my dreams and wishes
she held my hand with her cold lonely fingers
i held on tight with my warm bear grip
she started to cry
i asked why?
she cou;d only answer with her mind
and i knew what wasn't right
she told me good bye
i laughed and said why?
she said she no longer wants this life
i asked why?
she couldn't tell me why
she could only say
that her life was a lie
so now im left with nothing but hidden lies
i could only ask everyone why?