I see her there with you
its hard to know now its not me and you
i stand up straight n smile that smile
just so you don't know that all the while
I'm smiling I'm totally sick to my stomach and about to cry
it sucks to know this, i just sit here sick i just wanna die
I love you but you love her
its hard for me to understand this my heart is a blur
its broken and torn and practically gone
i hate this feeling but i have to go along
i have to pretend i don't care and your not hurting me
but yet inside I'm gone I'm dead why cant you see
all i wanted was a chance to hold you once more
but it never seems to happen you've closed and locked the door
you took the key before you locked it
now its just me sitting here and stuff has now hit
its hit me hard i wish i could change stuff
i pushed you away i tried to change but it wasn't enough
i miss you and i always will i love you with all my heart
but i guess its time for me to let go and admit I'm this broken heart
so this is my goodbye
now its time i let us die
