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by Cindy Aug 7, 2006 category : Love, romance / first love
It's was a cold winter night, just sitting here in my bed, with my lap top on my lap, and chocolate as a snack. you told me you loved me, I said what in the world? I love you, you repeated, I said I loved you too. that night was the beginning, of something special. something i never felt before, something i wouldn't let go. the next morning i woke up, was it all just a dream? you hugged me when you saw me, what is happening? i never felt like this before, so scared but loved at the same time. you said I'm so glad to see you, i replied me too! the past few month, were the best times of my life. i never had this much fun before, with another guy. but then one day you told me, that things just ain't working out. you said you were in love with her, then you pointed her out. i felt dead inside, like someone stabbed my heart. i never felt like this before, never was i hurt more. you were my first, for everything i knew. from my first kiss to my first dance, i thought it would all last. you treated me like a princess, you made me feel good. but then you threw me away, i didn't even have a clue. you were the only one, that could of cheered me up. but now that I'm alone, what am i suppose to do? that day i lost my first love, and i also lost my best friend. maybe forever is a word, that should never have been said. only you could make me feel this way, to feel loved but then pain. i thought we were going to last, even till the end of the day. since that day i promised myself, not to fall in love. not to get hurt ever again, not from you anyway. you were my first, for everything i knew. but only you could of done this to me, nobody but you. Only You.