My thoughts always wander
A dove from its nest
Forgetting that you can't
Ever be mine to hold
Mine to kiss
Mine to love
You and I
Sure
When you smile
I smile
When you laugh
I laugh back
But in reality
I am shattered
It's not that I'm not listening
To your words
It's just
I'm too distracted
By your perfect lips
Your brown eyes
Making me melt
I understand
So perfectly
We are just teens
We know not
Of the real world
What waits outside
Or computer games
Bonfires
Pellet guns
Phonecalls
And nights at the movies
Except you start
To wonder
Is it
Efatuation
Crushes
Or love
I love you
Even if
That's
Hard to grasp
