Conceal

I am the reason why
I feel the way I feel.
I am the reason why
my feelings I must conceal.

I have myself to blame
for my broken heart.
For letting guys in
right from very start.

It is only my fault
that I feel this pain.
I guess I'm just stupid
to think in love there's something to gain.

It's all on me
all the bad that happens in my life.
I am the pathetic one
that doesn't put up a fight.

I let those things happen
I let those jerks hurt me.
I'm dumb enough to trust them
then their real side I finally.

But by then it's too late
so it's my fault right?
Didn't see it from the beginning
but I was never really that bright.

So I am the reason why
I feel the way I feel.
I am the reason why
my feelings I must conceal.