When He Doesn't Call

I sit down and I start to cry
Inside I think I want to die
He never calls me anymore
As if I am some kind of w**re
I love him and I dont know why
Sometimes I end up hurt inside
I wish that I could hear him say
"I love you baby, all the way."
Its nights that when he doesnt call
I fall to my knees, but I cant crawl
I wish that I could see him now
I wait alone and wonder how
I didnt think Id love you this much
As I remember your gentle touch
The way you look me in the eyes
And always stop to kiss me goodbye
I wish that you were here with me
But I look at my arms that bleed
They hurt for you just like my heart
I cant stand it when we are apart
I look for a reson to stop again
And then I look back at him
But you are the only one I see
Youve taken his place here with me
And you think it doesnt hurt at all
But its always like this when you dont call...