Only So Far

Her hearts racing, tears she holds back
why couldn't this be an emotion she lacked

the pressures on.the tears fall down
that fake smile quickly turns into a frown

all the things she hoped for seemed so far
so much for wishing on her favorite star

looks in the mirror and wispers "i hate you"
she's so dead inside she doens't know what to do

blames it on herself everyday and night
she's so weak, she losing the fight

whats the matter everyone ask
but she quickly put on that "everythings okay"mask