Mercy [please]

I begged and pleaded
but i still feel so unneeded

what do i have to offer anymore
the only thing i open is the wrong door

where to go and what to do
the only thing that used to seem right was you

but now I'm not sure of anything
whens the last time you heard the birds sing

i want to cry and have someone be there
maybe someone who actually cares

i used to get excited about my future but now
i want to accomplish so much but...how

daydreaming fun but reality keeps hitting
i wish for things i won't be getting

my tears fall but now I'm just a pity party right?
but only if you knew i cry everyday and night