If i could i would

If i could go back in time,
and change my past,
i would so i could be,
happy at last,

If i could get the courage,
to put down this knife,
i would so i could have,
a shameless life,

If i could stop these tears,
from flowing down,
i would so i could,
turn my sadness around,

But i cant,
so i will learn,
and gain strenght,
cause its my turn,

I'll take my fears,
and face them now,
and stop my tears,
from falling down.