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**It was my fiancee's funeral this afternoon and this is a poem I wrote this morning as I was trying to find the motivation to get myself sorted out. Not sure if it's any good, let me know**

Funeral's this afternoon
But I'm still sat here
For now you have gone
My love's replaced with fear

Fear of the future
And all it may hold
Fear of being alone
As I grow old

For although we had promised
"Together forevermore"
Someone had other plans
And I am alone once more

I know you are watching me
And guiding me on my way
But I wish I could see you
I wish for one more day

One more day is all I'd need
To say a final goodbye
To tell you to wait for me
And watch in awe as to heaven you fly