Lurking Inside

Part of me is still calling you back.
From the moment my life came to a wreck.
Your like a shark eating alittle piece off of people so close to shore.
But to me your tearing alittle piece of my heart of everytime till im begging no more.
Can i stop all this depression and all this pain.
Or will it continue on till i go insane.

Everytime i look your lurking inside.
Till the point I cant no longer hide.
So close to death is where i am.
Ive been knocked off my feet so many times i can no longer stand.
Is where we\\\'re at right now where we\\\'re suppose to be.
If this keeps going on there will be nothing left of me to see.

Ive been tryin so hard to keep you out of my mind.
But when ever i here a sad song or you name its you who pops in my mind everytime.
Everynight i get down on my hands and knees,
Lean over the bed and start prayin god please.
whats left of me show me the way.
show me a sign show me anything when i end my pray.

Everytime i look your lurking inside
Till the point i can no longer hide.
So close to deatch is where i am.
Ive been knocked off my feet so many times i can no longer stand.
Is where we\\\'re at right now where we\\\'re suppose to be.
If this keeps going on there will be nothing left of me to see.

Im dont fuk this shit fuk my life.
im nothing im not complete with out the one who can turn my wrongs into rights.
I gave taht person my love even the key to my heart.
For nothing in exchange is this how it was suppose to end us falling apart.
I miss that smile.
The smile i saw ever day during school the smile that made living my life worth while.
I miss that voice and those sparkling eyes and that perfect face.
I miss the memories taht i could never forget i could never erase.
I miss the way you said I love you bebe.
I used to be a person i really did nt wana be. but u turned me into a person that everyone looked foward to see.

So when i look im glad your the one lurking inside.
cause now i dont want to hide.
I want you to be the one to be there when i take my very last breathe.
Cause now your the only thing i have to live for i have nothing left.
Im so close to death is where i am.
I wasnt knocked of my feet i was sweeped off my feet by you i found my self not wanting to stand.
Where im at right now here with out you isnt where i want to be,
Your my everything, my life the one thing in life i want to be lurking inside of me.

aight yall so this is my newest song i just wrote the other night about a girl who i love more than anything but i guess she doesntwant me anymore so im gona have to go on with my life and act like it all never happened and get over her and thats gona be hard cus ive tried everything but nothing worked so any advice u wana give me just im me at SlimDent2004.

JayJay

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