What the tears have done

Looking up i see the sun,
looking down i see my life,
they burn away with a pation,
burning away my skin,
and now it hurts,
and i want to get away,
to feel nothing its what i wish,
to pull my mind into my self,
and never see out my self again,

and at my wish the tears come and cool the burning pain inside me,
washing away the feeling from my body,
leaving me cold and angry,
heart gone and eyes wet,
hating love cuz i can never feel it,

i walk as though i were alone,
unable to touch anyone,
unable to feel the love i make,

the tears come a rake my body and i shake, till the darkness takes me, now the tears have cool the pain and left my like a stone,

unable to feel,
unable to love,
unable to hope,

these tears have left me with out the life i should feel,

i am numb,
i am gone,
i am done ,
i am lost,

and i don't even know what should be done,