Mistake

Funny,I loved you so much but
I still did that
I wanted to see if you'll
be jealous
I was joking but
The joke went too far
I admit i made a mistake
But hey noone's perfect!
Then why do i suffer?
A horrible punishment?
You left me, so did everyone else
No on trusted me anymore
You're so cruel
You know i love you crazily
But still you look at me
With those eyes which
Intoxicate me
You play those deadly mind games
Trying to kill me? Huh?
Just for only one mistake?