How Not To Deal

Tears rain as the skies fall
Another being ends it all
Another emo slits her wrists
Freaks like me just pound their fists
Suddenly realizing nobody cares
Noticing no one will ever be there
No one to catch you as you fall
Only pushing you to end it all
Falling falling only faster
Someone save me from disaster
I can't take this endless s h i t
There's no right way to deal with it
If I hit then they hit back
Then I have to deal with that
If I cut I cut too deep
Then I have only to deal with me
And I can't deal with that
No I can't deal with that
I cant turn to myself cos no one's there
Deep down inside even I don't care
I've given up hope
I still can't cope
So I sit in my silence
Which reeks of defiance
I can't stay here
I can't think clear
I have to get out
There's no way out