A Rant On Once-Called Love

Everything just fell apart when I saw you kiss her
Nothing would ever be right
It used to be ME you kissed
It was once ME you held
ME you so-called loved
You never really loved me did you?
You f u c k i n g liar!
I hate you
No I don't
I'm still in love with you
I cant deny it anymore
But I do
I hate you
I hate you for being able to move on
I hate you for being the strong one
The only one who could pull themselves together when their world falls apart
I hate you for ever loving me
Was it even love?
Were we even IN love?
I think I was in love, but were you?
I know you told me you were
But I'm just not so sure
That is why I wish you never loved me
Because if it wasn't for you
I wouldn't know what love was
And I wouldn't know how hard it is to lose it