My body shakes
This isn't real
Cuz this isn't the way
I used to feel
Before I was happy
All day I sang songs
The feelings I felt
Helped me along
Bad things were running
But so far I kept up
Even if the happy things
Just were not enough
Because they weren't
But that's all I knew
I never realized
So I just made do
I can't keep up anymore
My lights do not shine
Didn't think it could get so bad
I wish I could say I'm fine
