Well this poem was certainly sad for me because I am one person who TRULY cares for you girl...Whether you believe it or not or trust me or not..thats your choice and not mine. But I will say this, whoever has led you to believe that the only way out of your sorrow and greif is death is a complete fool and has no clue on earth what they are talking about. I'm sorry for those who have treated you badly, but you can not change who you are because of them. If you were kind and nice and did for your friends even though they took advantage of it, why would you want to change? The world is hell because of people who are rude and disrespectful and you don't want that..i say get rid of the friends who couldn't tell you were miserable...get rid of the people who never appreciated you....But keep that girl who was always trying to peek through..who was always trying to show herself to her friends but they never saw it...Don't get rid of your kindness because others brought you down because of it..I guess you just haven't met the people who will appreciate like me....This better not be true..the ending at least, don't say goodbye to the world....if you do, you'll show those friends that they won and that you are weak....I know you're not..I've had the privledge to know the real you and to see what your like..I like you (don't read that as gay ok lol) I love you as a friend and I hope that this poem was just merely a release in feelings and not true....Excellent write though..I did love how you started each stanza with "Dear"...puts a little effect on it!
Yours,
Chels