Feel left out?

My life was wonderful
and everything went cool
until i met you

in my life you ruled
this love we built
until a girl came
and what a shame
to tell myself she's better

you ruled my heart
but that girl ruled yours
for both of them
they live in a bliss
while I'm stuck here not even missed
it's like i don't exist
not anymore
until that girl came ashore

years came by
we grew into different paths
as i saw you i didn't say hi
and wow how much guts
did you have
how thick is your face
to ask me
if i can replace
HER

it's been almost a decade
i don't know you anymore
remember how you shut the door
not even saying bye
got carried away to her presence
now did you learn your lessons?

now did you feel how i felt
felt left out
hanging
you can shout
but no one can hear
they can't see
through those pathways of depression
they think you'll be okay
but no
what do they KNOW?
NOTHING!!!!

they have no clue
how much hard work this is for you
how much this means to you
but they don't care
it's a feeling you shouldn't share
it's not their business
it's not their fault they don't want to help you

it's your fault for getting into it
a candle stick you lit
pray everyday
to make this feeling go away
feel rejected
just like how i felt