When i open my eyes

When i close my eyes i can still feel him kissing me, but then reality hits me and i know i'll never have that feeling again.
If i close my eyes i can still remember the way he touched me that night, but then i open my eyes and it's like it never happened.
Now everynight when i close my eyes i wanna wake up and see him there again, but when i wake up i'll find myself alone knowing he'll never be there when i open my eyes.