Letting go is hard,
but so is holding on,
what do you do,
when you've done it for far too long,
i get so confused,
my head starts to spin,
if life is a game,
I'm never going to win,
the scars on my leg,
the stars in the sky,
one single tear,
falling out of my right eye,
Ive been so lucky,
i guess life could be so worse,
but yet nobody knows my life curse,
no one knows my story,
or whats has gone on,
no one will,
Ive kept it for far too long,
I'm really sorry,
for the people that Ive hurt,
i guess you can say,
i have learned,
i went through a stage,
where i wanted to say goodbye,
I'd cut my leg and high on my thigh,
no the scars dint hurt,
but they remind me why,
why every night,
i use to sit and cry,
the pain comes back,
and i think of it again,
and i start to wish,
my life would end,
i want to stay strong for my brother,
my little sister too,
but they don't need me,
ill mess up there lifes too,
i want to go away,
forget what Ive done,
i want to go away,
and live happily in the sun.
