I WISH I WAS SHE.

When you said Good night
I started to cry.
I wanted to say, don't go,
please stay.

But I knew that I had to let you go.

Just I felt so bad
you were make me sad.
You didn't know that by yourself
I always hide all so well.

Just some of your words hurt me so.

It wasn't anything hurt me straight.
Only things you are dreaming
and things you said.

How can I explain?

It hurt you want to be with Swedish girls,
I am just Finnish, not good at all.
It hurt you like girls like Chloe and Gwen,
never I cant be nothing like them.

I am not good enough for you ever.

Somehow I am happy you don't know,
what I feel and what I know.
I cant be a joke for you yet,
Coz I still hold my secret.

I will not ever get a chance with you.

I wish I was she,
the girl you seek.
I wish I was something else,
some other, not myself.

I wish to be a perfect for you.

I cant wait this evening,
the moment i see you logging in.
I need to talk with you so badly,
hoping you fall in love with me madly..

But I think, I'm just living in my dreams, never come true.